hey! guess wad! i am a LOSER! wee~
yoz... i know it's been like almost half a yr or more where i last post... well i guess i am lazy ba... some times... when the feeling is there to blog, there izzn't a computer... -.- when there is both, u dun feel like blogging.. and.. hmmm.. today... since both factors come together in place... i shall blog today! wahah..anyway... as wad my title says.. i am a loser.. proven -> http://www.loveforum.net/love-advice-forum/19219-why-nice-guys-often-such-losers.htmllol i used to think (during poly days) why my female friends always tells mi tat i am a 'nice guy' my gf is veri lucky... and *poof* once after another.. vanishes... some ran off with another guy... some say i am not the one... some say i need to study (rawr! got such lame ones!)... zzz and the best one... break up so she can patch with ex... weee!and i always thinks tat my clingy-ness, insecurities is nurtured by those -.- expriences.... till... i read this article... and learn tat hey... Mr nice guy... U R A LOSER! this post going to be so in depth into my personailty... i always refrain from it... as wad the article say... ppl like mi... doesn't wanna show the full personailty... 'fearing' tat their loved ones... will love them no longer after knowing the 'real' him... it takes mi a lot of guts to type all this down... in fact... lol... my eyes r filled with tears typing.. dun ask mi y... i realli dunno... just take it as dust can?!i dunno hu is reading this post or this blog still.. i think... dar dar haven't given up on mi... i hope... she ask mi to blog so many times... she must be feeling so disappointed all the time... in fact... just friday... i finally... realise tat wad i tot is enough ain't enough... lolz... whenever she spaced out.. i will ask myself this... 'is it mi?', 'i am in the wrong right?', 'it's mi... just say it.. i know it's mi... just tell mi..' sigh... i am always disappointing her.. tat's either true... or simply how i feel all the time... dar.. no matter wad happens... i realli love u... i might be a bit handicap in showing... but i believe i can make it... i can make u feel appreciated.. loser is out... of here...ZzZ
posted by Aveon @ 6:06 PM
hey! guess wad! i am a LOSER! wee~
yoz... i know it's been like almost half a yr or more where i last post... well i guess i am lazy ba... some times... when the feeling is there to blog, there izzn't a computer... -.- when there is both, u dun feel like blogging.. and.. hmmm.. today... since both factors come together in place... i shall blog today! wahah..anyway... as wad my title says.. i am a loser.. proven -> http://www.loveforum.net/love-advice-forum/19219-why-nice-guys-often-such-losers.htmllol i used to think (during poly days) why my female friends always tells mi tat i am a 'nice guy' my gf is veri lucky... and *poof* once after another.. vanishes... some ran off with another guy... some say i am not the one... some say i need to study (rawr! got such lame ones!)... zzz and the best one... break up so she can patch with ex... weee!and i always thinks tat my clingy-ness, insecurities is nurtured by those -.- expriences.... till... i read this article... and learn tat hey... Mr nice guy... U R A LOSER! this post going to be so in depth into my personailty... i always refrain from it... as wad the article say... ppl like mi... doesn't wanna show the full personailty... 'fearing' tat their loved ones... will love them no longer after knowing the 'real' him... it takes mi a lot of guts to type all this down... in fact... lol... my eyes r filled with tears typing.. dun ask mi y... i realli dunno... just take it as dust can?!i dunno hu is reading this post or this blog still.. i think... dar dar haven't given up on mi... i hope... she ask mi to blog so many times... she must be feeling so disappointed all the time... in fact... just friday... i finally... realise tat wad i tot is enough ain't enough... lolz... whenever she spaced out.. i will ask myself this... 'is it mi?', 'i am in the wrong right?', 'it's mi... just say it.. i know it's mi... just tell mi..' sigh... i am always disappointing her.. tat's either true... or simply how i feel all the time... dar.. no matter wad happens... i realli love u... i might be a bit handicap in showing... but i believe i can make it... i can make u feel appreciated.. loser is out... of here...ZzZ
posted by Aveon @ 6:06 PM
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