Friday, July 28, 2006
dar... a song... for u~~
"Home" Micheal Buble
Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I've been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I'm fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that it's just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I'm lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I've got to go home
Let me go home
I'm just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I'm living someone else's life
Its like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I'm surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I've had my run
Baby, I'm done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I'll be home tonight
I'm coming back home
posted by Aveon @ 4:07 PM
sharing my joy...
yeap... i am here to share my joy and pain... for this week... yeap... there is some pain... but.. well~ SOME~... JOY no.1 I PASS MY PROJECT DESIGN!!! ya I PASS!!! so freaking happy lar can.. no.2 i played 8 freakin hrs of basket balls... haha... i think that's my pain no.1 oso... =X i got cramps like hell lar... cannot even walk home properly... sigh... pain no.2 was when i first recieve the news, i wanted to scream, shout celebrate wif dar dar... but... i can't talk to her.. on the phone... the onli way i can scream is msn.... WHOOOO~ say say say.... cool nie~
nvm... today... was pain no.3... i was doing a resume report for my interdisp. module... called EPM a.k.a Effective People Management... so... i am required to hand it up... TODAY!! so... i remembered IS dept is at blk 53... it's bout 1km walk from MY DEPT which is like blk 4, 5, 6, 7 and 8... yeah... it's bout 15 mins walk... i reached there... FREAK >.<... i forget wad floor... i climb the stairs... all the way 1 storey after another till the 6 storey... and... HIS FREAKIN PIG HOLE IS NOT THERE!!! argh... i check the net... it says he at blk 16... another 15 mins walk there.... i got there... they say... no... he had shift back to blk 53 o.O... but dunno which floor... so... i check wif the ECE general office... they say... HE'S AT BLK 53 LVL 5!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!
i freaking walk all the way back there found his PIG hole... put it there and pant all the way back wif cramps on the way.. ARGH... back to blk 6... sigh... PAIN LAR!!!!!!
dar... this is for u... I MISS U LIKE CRAZY~ realli... even though... i can't say it face to face to u for the time being... i still wanna let u know... i love u.... LOVE U DAR DAR!!!!!!!
posted by Aveon @ 3:08 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
sigh FYP review die... die.... but~
sigh... i think i am pawned by our reviewers for our FYP (final yr project) final review... he ask us so many questions which i dunno how to even answer back... argh... die lar...
BUT!!!! dar dar came over to my skool and REALLI REALLI CHEER mi up sia... she wosh sho sho sho sho SWEET!! she bought 3 boxes of DARS white chocolate for mi and 'share' wif mi friends... hahah share? i help them eat... even better rite... c i so nice... help my friends...
was playing BB too!! dar dar... i nvr get into accident wo~ haha...
dar dar... thkz for all this time u spend wif mi... realli appreciate every quailty secs, mins and hrs... LOVE U!!!
~huggiiess~
posted by Aveon @ 1:11 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
happy B'dae to my dar dar....
yesterday is dar dar's b'dae~ haha someone nine-TEEN... soon no more liao... anyway... i was playing maplesea and auditionsea... well... maplesea i c my char... lvl 78 and onli 22%... damn sian... all my veri close maplers xXiaoDitx is lvl 8X and jadey is 9X... wad the hell =( damn damn sadded... and i tried audition sea... TIO PAWNED by a lvl 1 somemore... wah damn sadded lar can...
anyway... 1 wk and counting.... never c dar dar... sigh... miss her... ARGH... tio scam by auntie!!! i wanna report GM!!!! AUNTIE SCAM MI of my dar dar... =(
haha i tell u... dennis the 'accident-prone' guy is at it again... i was smack by the ball again right into my eye... now one eye had a red streak across it... and it HURTS!! lol wif this eye of mine... either i look realli cool... or i look like a dork....
sigh... loads of report need to do... projects... lad test... Re-Test for INT... job-prep for EPM.. an interview for it too... ARGH!!!!!
bzbzbz.... I MISS MY DARDAR.... sigh... *sob*....
posted by Aveon @ 10:20 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
boring skool... crap project....
sigh.. in skool now.. hungry like hell... haven't been able to solder my board properly due to lack of components... and tomolo is supervisor's review... next week is panel review... and... i am f-up... i dunno wad to do now oso...
just com back from work shop.. finish the casing for my flippers... now headache cos onli one type of sensors is working... and it freaking cost $50+ and f-up skool dun wanna pay for it... zzz....
posted by Aveon @ 10:14 AM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
deep deep deep... tots?
i never tot of wanting to say this in a blog... i usualli kept this feelings in my trusty orange diary... it's more like my punch bag... just that it's in words form... that's where all my darkest secret is in... my deepest feeling is at... just that today... i just can't help it... i just wanna shout it out to the world.. i believe u ppl know that screamin at the open sea helps to relieve stress? haha and scare away the fishes too...
anyway... i am here.. again... *third time today* to write some stuff... before i K.O... honestly... i dunno whether should i hope that dar dar will read this or not... i mean... i realli one her to know how i realli feel... on the other hand.. i dun wan her to c how emotionalli weak i am... *ya ya... i am breaking down soon*
i called her every nite.. even though we got not much to say... but just to hear her voice... is more den enough... cos... at least i know how's she... wad's she doing... and... tonight... i daren't call her... cos... of my pathetic greediness.. her mom got angry that she came home late last nite... honestly... if i could i would have just bring her home wif mi and not return her mom... =X haha... cos.. i wanna be wif dar dar every day.. every hr... every min... every sec... sigh... greed... of all things... deprived mi from dar dar... how ironic... wanting to spend more time wif her... ending up... not being able to talk to someone whom u love...
my previous post... regret... sadded.. scared... represents my feelings... today.... sigh... i believe u guys can read y am i regreting and y i am sad... lol... scareded.. do u know y... i am scared of losing her... i dun wanna walk down the past again... i dun wanna be there again... i just wanna be realli smiling... realli happy... not some jack-ass clown.. smiling like there's no tomolo....
now i am happy being wif her... i enjoy every min... every sec wif her... that's y... i dun wish to lose her...............
posted by Aveon @ 9:38 PM
regret.. sadded... scareded...
sigh... regret... regret.. regret... if onli i am not so greedy... if onli i let her go home early... i could have been able to hear her voice yesterday nite... today morning... tonight...
miss her so much... so sadded not to be able to hear her voice...
scareded scareded scareded scareded scareded
scareded scareded scareded scareded scareded
scareded scareded scareded scareded scareded
scareded scareded scareded scareded scareded
so scared....
posted by Aveon @ 5:31 PM
counting...
lolz i know it's been donkey weeks/ day/ hours/ mins/ sec... that i wrote my last post... well... it's all due to my lappy.. *haha pushing blame* my lappy died on mi lo... fan cooling system error, sound device undectected lar... blue screens lar * software or hardware crashes will cause a blue screen* so damn sadded... 2-3 wks without my lappy... wad's worst is... AUNTIE CHEAT MI!!! say can go out often... now still 1 wk once... ~horrible~
anyway... i went out wif dar dar yesterday... haha... brought her to makan marche at suntec... she was like.. eee~ tak halal... so we end up eating rabbits' food... *not rabbits' foot* haha we ate roostie erm... i think it's spelt that way... and cream of mushy~room... haha... i dunno wad happen to mi~ sniff~... i am full o.O... just after 2 dishes... it's so not mi lar... sadded... think is't because of my OREO breakfast.. *good for yer teeth ~crunch~*
as the fizzy drinks at marche is so over-price... we went to grab it at kopi-tiam... haha but pass by the arcade first... muahaha... i showed off to dar dar~~ haha i can drive so much better now lar... bleh... haha.... she was like thinking i will lose lo... cos my advantage against the computer is like +8/7 only.. my usual advantage is like +50++ one.. well it's getting harder... lolz..
after our lime-in-the-coke and soya-bean-in-a-can... we went to sky garden... well it's dar dar first time there... we stayed there for a while and we go back to our 'fav' place... explanade park... haha... dar dar look so cute when sleeping =X... we went to the roof terrace too... it was nice lar!!! but... dar dar gotta rush home... and... yeah... she went home later den wad her mom ask her to....
sigh... i think i got dar dar into trouble... =( her mom is realli angry lo.... =( die~~
missing u...
posted by Aveon @ 9:46 AM
