Friday, February 17, 2006

another day... *poof*.... NEXT DAY plz

sigh... the same routine everyday... wake up... brush teeth... eat breakfast... go skool... go home... play games... den sleep... and repeat the same thing again for the next day... sigh... for mi... life turns into a routine... i am doing stuff like this not cos i enjoy it nor i have to do it... it's cos i am alive.. i mean... eating, enjoying yerself proves u're still alive rite? well i used to think being alive is bout being able to live it to it's fullest... and... i tot this is the way!!! somehow... i stop enjoying it anymore... i hardly c the fun in games anymore.. i told my mom that... and she says 'wa!! stop playing games liao ar? hmm finalli u grow up... i almost wanna send u to aylsm!!' omg lar.. my mom say mi till lidat... well kinda admit that i am too much as a gamer... sometimes i wonder can i just play games and dun eat... c whether i will die not..

it's 11pm now... sigh... i am talking to a friend of mine... her mom... is suffering from blood cancer.. sigh... she's like crying on the phone now... she saying that she wanna be a perfect gal for her mom... her family... so that no one would worry... man... sometimes... i guess... ppl tries to hard on things that they lose sight of other things... she worry bout so many things... that she shouldn't be worrying...

posted by Aveon @ 8:26 PM



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